first of the fucking rams did the damn thing eh? SMDFTB FTOS 4L. okay now that the important stuff is out of the way, I wanted to share or whatever this is, screaming in the woods i guess. The overly dramatic truth by El-P is playing rn, big emo boys, do as I say not as I do head ass. so I posted a video of turbo purring/snoring when I pet her behind the ears, and a friend responded w something along the lines about when her man snores heart eyes. and idk why that was so fucking romantic and one thought led to another and I just internalized it like loving a snore and how my father snores and if my mother loves that but then the snores became purrs and the purrs are the RX-7 engine that hums at 4:30 am to warm up the cabin to go earn a living to support his family, and I’m enamored by that hum, by that image of his visible exhales, steam from the cup of instant fodgers coffee, the exhaust blowing out the tail pipe. and I fall in love again and life is beautiful.